You again

The melancholy of the late nights,
The daunting homework before my eyes.
The feeling of stress and angst
I sat there, pensive.

Why had i fallen in love with you,
Why had i chosen such agony
Why were you so irresistable,
And my so willing to submit.

A thousand sorrow cannot explain my emotion
A million love cannot show my infatuation
Amongst billions i fell in love with you,
Yes, you and only you.

Should it all end in sorrow?
With me a broken soul.
Or should i tell you my feelings?
And risk broken and hurt.

A love transpire so easily,
And drags me cruelly
Wallops my heart and wallops my soul,
A tormet that does not leave me alone.

Why you?

My head in a spin
My mind in a whirl
Fragmented and weak,
I sat infront of my table.

Starring at the screen,
Your illusion hidden behind it.
Your picture smiling at me.
I smiled back at the screen.

Agony. Pains. Agony

To: joking with mr lam, truly and sincerely